If time and money were free, what would i be doing right now? writing. singing. loving. laughing. hugging my son. hugging my husband. running on the beach. swimming in the warm pacific waters. reading a book as I absorb the heat and enlightening rays of sunshine. giving thanks for all that is. reverence. smiling. expanding. telling a story. whispering words of love to all the ears of the world. healing. freeing my self. fulfilling my destiny.
a ripple of golden solitude rolls beneath my feet. i stand in an ocean of gold. i hold your tiny hand. you use to hold mine when i was little. but i am grown. not only in size, but in spirit. it is my turn to lead. to guide you. i listen for your words dear angel. what is your name?
you send me a sound i can not make out. there are many. and in a wave, i return. as you said, sweet child of mine. gold is everywhere. gold blankets our being. the rainbow we saw is forever imprinted on our lives. the rainbow we chased. we found. the rainbow gave us a gift. the gift is a pot of gold. it’s a metaphor for our souls. a multitude of dimension. i look up and out and i see your presence in the swiftly moving clouds, edges capturing the setting sun. shadow defines the light. we must integrate. become one. dark and light.
i saw a swirl of golden mist. how can i explain. layers and wisps of swirling golden light. a galaxy, a universe hangs in front of me. i stand in the hallway and turn toward it. it is only there for a moment. but i see. i see because i should. i can. i need to. this is yet another step in my quest. my journey for clarity. revelation. freedom. love.
most of my powers reveal in dream. but now they integrate and i am awakening. i watch the newly budding orchid in the shower. i await it’s bloom. when it opens. i will be there. it will be constant. true. reality. at times, i am so anxious. so impatient. i don’t mean to be. curiosity and hope. i have been a loyal servant. i have stared within. i have circled my experiences. anger and loss have lifted. not just in concept but in heart. now i am only grateful for the love. the love they gave. the love i gave to myself. the love i will continue to give to all.
i am a beacon. i share this message.
because, today, time and money are free.